That's the way it is

So, i've gone so far, more than 3 years. And i am tired of trying to understand. Tired of waiting.
If this is all about the matter of time, then i'm tired of asking when.
Loosing my hope, my faith, my believe in you.
I'm sorry i couldn't hold this feeling any longer.
I used to tought i knew you very well. But in fact, i understand nothing about you.
The way you think,
The step you take.
I'm sorry i can't be beside you.